bahu bhater

Seems as long as an eon

Now coming to the question  That has always puzzled me If everyone is so frustrated  With married life Then why do they stay married Now i am in the position to answer Because the only other option Is to die

the dominant feeling is not one of sadness or anger or disappointment (let alone happiness or excitement) but more of an absence of feeling like, what is even the point? do i have the energy to get angry if my problem will not get solved and i just have to go back to smiling and being polite the moment after do i have the enegy to get aroused when i m going to be annoyed at him the very next morning do i have the energy to meet people when i will certainly not be opening my heart and feeling light how can i enjoy stories of advenure and quests when my quest has come to an end how can i dream of new adventures when a thousand things will impede me on any new step i plan to take can i really fight the same fight against overprotection all over again all my life what even is the point of any emotion? any energy just go about your duties if they can fake it, so can you or if you expect any semblence of life interest, excitement something ...

live alone

i wish someone would ask if i am happy and i could say no i am desperately unhappy and let's just get on with life because this is it now it's never going to improve or even change and you cannot live my life and your preaching won't help me so

you have nothing to rail aboutso you must pick words apart (people would say)

the days when you stretch yourself thin smiling just smiling and acting pleasant and talking ten thousand times above and beyond your capacity and just wanna dig yourself into a hole and lie there for ever from sheer exhaustion

when can i sleep to my fill without worrying about what anyone is going to say and what work is left pending (i guess, never)

if i hear one more word about what day i can go where do what and buy how much stuff which day of the week is auspicious and which is malicious i am going to........ do what? (nothing) (sigh and get back to life) (yes, that would be the best)

All the stereotypes are coming true She is soon turning into her mom Overly caring and doing things way beyond her role and capacity And if anyone asks Why she doesn't make any effort To change things To make her husband work She will say This is just the way he is And he never listens She is soon turning into the nag The screechy shrew that husbands run away from and make excuses to avoid so that they can hang out with the boys They did try to gain each other's attention and stay connected but soon realisd that they cannot be tuned in at all times so like every other couple they do their own things when they are together mobiles, laptops, work, gossip and let them all creep into bed with them not easy to get over that idea of romantic togetherness but then there is no other option....

a woman has two large homes why then does she likes to spend the day roaming around a dusty city